Stasis (Redux)
Today has been a lousy day....trying to muster up the motivation to do work (ie: study) but am not. I will though...gauranteed I will bu up until 4am in the morning again....not overwhelmed by sleep.It is about 2 weeks, 2 days until I am home. I am-in a different place than I was a while ago. I realized that I am tired of being here b/c London's spell have worn off, but at the same time, what am I going home to? There is nothing there. Will there be a place for me? Will I be bored? Miserable? Me and my mom got into a silly argument-I think she is nervous about me coming home. I think that she thinks I am high strung- a bit like a volcano. The first thing she says to me is: please don't fuss! Don't fuss! What?? Alright so I do complain, and I do have a tendency to me quickly annoyed-but "don't fuss?" aka "don't bitch?" Well, maybe she has a point. Maybe it has been calm without me there.....she has gotten used to me being gone perhaps. I don't know. I hope everything goes smoothly this summer.
I found out some disturbing news about my one of my friends from school. She has had some rough times...really rough. She says she is strong, and I know she is-she is a trooper. It puts everything in perspective for me. We have both been through a lot for people of our ages, and I think that is what initiated out friendship: we both know about hardships in life. I told her I would pray for her and her family. She/they need(s) it. We all do.
posted by The Eternal Student @ 7:25 PM
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