The Play: Act 1(Acquaintances in Small Doses)
Apparently, everyone is getting really sentimental about shit now using the whole: "this is our last night togeher in London" punchline. To which I say: Fuck that shit! I don't even want to go anywhere with these people. I figured it out: I don't like being around them as a whole. I need to have these types of London Acquaintances in small does. Anything other than that is overkill. Continuing on the whole energy belief, I do not like the vibe when we get together-it doesn't feel right to me. I don't like it. There is no natural camraderie. It is not natural-it is forced. Especially since everyone has issues with everyone else. About 6 that are going, I genuinely like 2. What does that say? Out of the 6 that are going, I can only say I really know indicudually: 2. I don't even like half these people.But...if I do not go, It will seem like "ill." I can hear their voices now at the dinner table: "Why she acting like that? Why she didn't want to come? Yo, that is grimey! Why is she being anti-social?"
Ughh, I don't even want to deal with it. Here we go: everyone will have thier roles, and have to hit thier cues as every other time we all "get together" And didn't we just go out to Nando's a week ago? It was the same as before-except Jennifer was not there. Big whoop! Who gives a shit? And RG says she doesn't even talk to her anymore "like that" Brian is moody, and I don't even known this chick other chick like that, so.....and I just hung out w/ Traci last night-so what am I going for? I feel no ties whatsoever to these people-this is just a waste of money
I also do not feel like spending money like that. I really will not spend money on anything that is not impreative to my survival-and hangout w/ them: dinner and bowling, is not on my list of things to-do. I could care less if I ever see about half of them again. Honestly.
I would much rather save my money for Paris, and having money when I go back to America. really. So, we shall see how this all goes, I will probbaly end up not going, citing grounds of going to Paris, and whatnot-which I already mentioned. Not enthused at all people. Just not.
posted by The Eternal Student @ 3:30 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home