Sleep Deprevation and the Arrogance of Others....
I have not slept in forever. Like, a really good sleep, when you wake up in the morning actually refreshed and regenerated and just.....actually happy you got your 8 hours of sleep in? Yeah, I haven't had that for quite some time. And, it is getting out of hand. But this is boring right? No. It is my life of course it is not boring-I make things exciting, so here it is:No sleep=no motivation=extreme tiredness=not doing work=bad eating habits=continuous repetitive sleep depriving habits.
So, you see: everything in life is cyclical. yes, even your sleep deprivation and the consequences of it. I figured last weekend that if I got one day of full rest, I would be o.k, but no, I really think I may have extened it, and now my body is attempting to maintain sleep mode......but there is work and ominous planning to do!
When coming from the dreadfully unorganized Senate Library in the city today, I thought of all how I listen so much more since I have gotten here, to people I mean. I don't know why, but it is as if I really never heard people or knew then before. Maybe it is just me and my change of location, but it seems to me as if everyone is full of themselves-I supposed everyone is, but I have heard, over the past few days, more arrogant statements than ever before from people.
I get the particular sense that there are some who just are completely enamored with themselves-you can hear it in the way they talk to other people, the way they interact, the way they just are. I was struck my this, sitting in my Contemporary Writing class yesterday, this girl was litteraly running off at the mouth-and the person she was talking too literally did not have a chance to speak-except one syllable or at the most two syllable words like this:
uh huh!, yeah..., I know!, right! and etc.....and you could tell she wanted to say more, but couldn't because the girl wasn't letting her.
Now, I have to admit something; cannot STAND the girl who was yacking off at the mouth-she is the most arrogant and "know-it-all" person I have met here yet. She is also, convientely the must fucked up person I have met here and manages, through her incessant chattering, to cover it all up pretty well. Except, well,. I see through the bullshit. She is as phony as it gets (met a LOT of those here too) and completely in love with herself, which is great-if there was something remotely appealing about her personality-which, there isn't so......
But anyway, I have decided to base a chanracter in one of my stories on her, a kind of female character comapnion to Theron Ware in the novel, Illumination (as it is called in England) or The Damnation of Theron Ware as it is called in America. I will ot include the character sketch I made in class based on her here now, but randomly place it in another post.......
Well, I think that is enough for now. I have managed to write alot, but did I really say anything? Who knows?
Lol.
posted by The Eternal Student @ 3:09 PM
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